I hate my life sometimes

I hate my life right now, the only things I am loving are Maggie and my practicum I miss having a best friend - hell right now I miss having any friends who can hang out or want to hang out. Maybe I am to demanding but right now I need other adult attention. I need someone I can count on besides my mom. I am tired of being single - but I am pretty sure that is the way it will be for the rest of my life. I am tired of going to school, working, doing homework and trying to be a good mom. I feel like a horrible mom most of the time.